This information is from Messages from the 12 Archangels book, The map of consciousness book.
My own experience and down loads from source.
Ego The part of the human mind capable of believing that self is separate from god and lives independently from the rest of oneness (lives outside of the universe). The ego defines the human personality in relationship to other people and the surrounding world. When in the ego mind there will be no accountability taken for behaviour. The ego mind likes to warp facts, it dislikes the truth being told. They will not answer questions, will sidestep the truth or give out an opinion to others. They lie through their truth most of the time. Will condom others who are around them, are not able to forgive others in any way and will not take responsibility but will project what they feel and think onto others. They hold dread are in emotional panic, “They get off Scot free on targeting others”! Hold Blatant violations of the real truth, are addicted to being right so they win. Use manipulation of the truth as they need to win. Will juice a situation for all they can get out of others and the situation. Often are a martyr, a loser, can be a victim as they will play this card a lot too. Don’t like to be responsible for the behaviour they show, are vindictive, will take revenge, punish others, love to show hate, blame and low frequency emotions. The ego mind loves to have conflict it thrives on this and dislikes having peace, needs to feel important in every way. Will stir up drama just to create a conflict with you. Having an inflated ego is feeling above others when around them. Can’t deal with any kind of attack against them.
Levels Of Consciousness
Below 200 on the conscious scale a person views themselves as powerless and as a victim in all ways. They are at the mercy of their own life holding a closed mind and black and white thinking not able to grow at all or think in another way. It’s there way or no way very fixed thinking.
500 is Love
200 is Courage
Pride is 175
Fear is at 100
Grief is at 75
Apathy is at 50
Shame is 20
Pride 175
Pride is using projections at others around you. By doing it you get a high status, you get noticed, are able to be superior. You hold the vanity of thoughts, mentions, concepts, beliefs, ideologies and opinions.
“They know it all” Are superior, special, chosen, an insider to the rules of life, a part of the elite. They hold moral superiority, think they are better than others, that other people are in the wrong. At fault or hold errors in thinking, they are egalitarian, refusing to acknowledge any kind of wrong doing. Are the top dog, invincible, not able to back down in any way.
Shame Is At 20 On The Conscious Scale
This emotion is a consequence of the negativity of the realities of the false self. Punishing yourself, judging yourself, mortifying yourself, being negative, staying depressed, be subservient and inflexible, to hide and hang your head in shame. The aversion is to fighting your yourself. Not being yourself and just as you are. Not able to affirm the gift that you are of your own life. Not choosing the self, with self love and self worth, to honour yourself, taking care of your body. Feeling irritate, not lovable, to push shame on to others is projecting your energy to others so they feel its their energy they are feeling not yours.
This female is stuck in ego and pride so what is important to them is all material goods and the false ego how they look to the world. They are unable to process shame in any way so they hide this. They will often have plastic surgery, face lifts, body tucks etc. Needing to continually buy new clothes, shoes, bags, makeup etc and to look their best. It is all about the external as they can not look inward at themselves at all. Most are unable to be by themselves as they don’t love themselves at all so they cover this up with outside activities to shut this down.They will often use their body to attract a new mate, projecting this image out into the world. Often they will be a black spider in relationships. They will also buy special brands and goods to project this look out to the world around them. They will buy high price cars, houses, boats, caravans etc to further project this image out to the world. Everything they own will have a high financial value including all goods in their home or anything they own. They have to have the best brand, new goods to show off to the world. They will also connect with special clubs and groups to further boost their ego. They need to be better than everyone else, to be the top and above all around them. They are stuck in shame, blame, ego and pride and need to do some inner work so their worth does not come from physical objects but from themselves their own self esteem and self love. They project a view of others around them being a failure as they don’t own all these physical goods that they have. Everything to them is about physical money, power, status, control of others to make them feel more important than any one else as they see others are bad and not worthy of any valuable goods. They will pass on these values to their children so they can become narcissist too. Once the people around them see them for what they really are and leave them then this narcissist will move on to another person to project the same projection at them too. The truth is they hold a low vibration and frequency on the conscious scale and need to work on this but they will not do any inner work on themselves as they believe they are perfect with no faults at all.
They are saying to the world “See how valuable I really am”! However this is a false projection and all about ego and pride not self love. Real love comes from inside you! A person with self love does not project how much they own to everyone they are humble use what they have to help others not as a show case to the world to make them feel more important in some way.