The Monkey Who Found Love Again!
Elle was a little brown monkey who in the beginning trusted everyone. She was very open and giving to others. But at Christmas she never got presents she never did understand why? What had she done for this to happen to her. She never did hurt anyone and was very kind to others.
She felt confused and alone in her family. One very dark day her faith was shattered like no other day. Those older monkeys in her family had sexually abuse her then her brothers and uncles joined in with this nasty game. Even her own dad had forced himself on her. Then she felt dirty, unloved, frustrated, hurt, upset, unsafe and traumatised. That left her very angry and broken inside. How could this happen to her. This horrible abuse would happen to her continually all through her childhood. It scared her left her empty and screaming inside. She wanted someone to hear her overwhelming, consuming pain. The fact that people she loved and trusted had done this to her was too much, too much betrayal for her to feel and to have. It was awful little Elle broke down and cried to herself she felt broken.
But latter she got support from people who believed her and cared about her. This made a difference made her strong again. Being told by the right people that what had happened to her was not ok. She understood that the abuse that happened to her was not love it was abuse. She now knew that she was not alone. They told her she will get through it and make it. She had made true real friends ones that supported her and cared about her. Also she was able to see the patterns of abuse. She was wiser now she knew what she needed and what love was.
But one day when she was older after she had done the work on herself and her earlier abuse. She met a lovely kind, loving, safe monkey his name was Roydon. They feel deeply in love. It was wonderful this experience helped to heal her broken heart. It gave her hope again. Her heart was full with love from this wonderful, safe, loving, monkey. Also from how she felt about herself now. She knew now that she was never alone that she had found real unconditional love and it was fantastic. Her life was so different than before. She did not need to have abusive monkeys in her life now. Because she had healthy and happy monkeys to be with now. They would treat her with respect and love.
Later the father monkey was very old and he was in hospital. Little Elle visited him she wanted to say good bye to him. Even though this monkey had abused her in the worst possible way. She wanted to have closure with him. She still hated him for the terrible abuse and betrayal he had done on her. Little Elle even told him that she loved him as her way as saying good bye to him. It was how she got closure from a terrible story which was her childhood. After his death she thought about him for a few days. She even missed him. Then she forgot about him and the terrible childhood she had, had with him her father that should of protected her.
Moral Forgive those that abuse you!
Heal your internal wounds so you can have a better life. You only do what you know when you know better you do better!